Lyric

I wrote this, just with pieces from songs meshed in =)
I don’t
want to love you
don’t want to need you.
I just want it to be over. Over.
Over you, over it, its overdone. I over thought, over analyzed,
you over lied and I over cried. Overwhelmed I almost died and
almost tried to take the blame, almost tried to heal your pain while
you used me, ran game and, my heart
hurt my eyes hurt my ears hurt my mind hurt and
you were ok.

It goes on, hear that song, and then
we’re doing it again-
Again
I was wrong and
again
you were gone and
again
I found numbers
again.
We keep doing it again, we swear it would end,
but here it goes,
and I pour my soul, we get mad,
come to blows, and you grab me, forget
about your hoes and
I forget my clothes, then on to the curl in my toes.
We forget we were throwed, we become engrossed,
and are one,
if just for a moment, if only for one night,
we turn from what was and settle for what is,

And if only for one night we are still friends,
and one night together we spend
and one night we are like we were before we made mistakes,
before we traded places, when I was you
and you me, when I stepped out,
decided to cheat, and you were home waiting up for me
and I was out reaching my peak,
but in my head, you were he,
and all I was looking for was release,
and caught up in pain, I needed heat,
and so I found it in his sheets and then I told you,
song repeats-

Everything has changed, will it always,
Always be this way, and I know it
That it’s all my fault,
One night of pleasure really
Cost me.

My morals my sanity my soul my friend my dream my future my love.
But I press rewind and remember it didn’t begin with just me-
you did her, her, her, her, her, her, her, and me.
Then her, her, her, her, and she, then back to me-
put
that
shit
on
repeat.
I was more than enough, you were just greedy, then when the tables turned,
you are mad at me, and I damn near begged you on my knees
and you dismissed it, let it be, but it’s not the same.

I just want it to be over, but here we go again,
because when you think about it you
know you need me, I never forgot
I need you, and we can’t be in the
same room,
without that connection, our bodies in tune
and we love the sex
and love the mood,
and there is no one who
does me like you do,
but if its all or nothing,
nothing is all because I
don’t want to love you if you can’t love me
don’t want to need you if you won’t speak
just want to leave you, heart let me free-

or put you out of my mind
unless you will be here forever,
but you will never let it go
and I will never forget but
I just want it to be
Over.