Midday

Blink

I can’t focus

I got that 2:00 feeling

and while my desk is calling,

I’d prefer bending over my desk

Elbows down and Ass up as onlookers partake in this break

Off session that when it ends, ill need another break

I know I have goals to meet but the only goal

During this midday heat is to score

And score then hit my cum quota see

That 2:00 feeling has my mind reeling and relapsing into

Last nights of back side blasting,

and while I

stare at this computer

My eyes see times past when asses were slapped and labia lapped

And lunch was a full course feast of beef see this

2:00 feeling has me praying for clock out

so I can punch into this bed and mouth open for cock out

we can,

start with head then head to the floor while head is to the floor

and handstands are easy when supported, then

Move forward

While laying on side legs wide eyes wide dick wide spread wide the walls that want to trap you

Blink

Too deep for this desk mess but know that when 5:00 comes,

More is going down than the sun.

Seasonal

Soft kisses tracing lip lines

along the latitude of your spine

That bliss,

like warm weather makes

my waist wind in anticipation, that

Heat

that comes from the bottom and

flushes my face red in the excitement

Of what could be,

that wondering if what you are working with works with me

That desire to feel you,

to be filled with the fruit of what comes when winter ends

That breaking of the ice leading into the breaking of back, branches bending

And snowfall is the happy ending, and when it melts

The rain falls

Summer comes again

Single

I am currently concerned with the condition of my heart, because

A while back I used to give a hell,

and even a fuck, but today it seems like

No matter what I’m like,

up, well…

Let’s try again or let’s not,

And it seems like I could be running from myself

But they say that to be aware of it can help make the change

I’m aware, but I’m still gonna play these games, I’m

Still going to see how many hims I can get in my reach

And then sink teeth into them until I breathe

In their last breath, you know, mantis style

Because in my past, men’s styles get you down, make you

Feel less of you, and as they do that, you lose too.

And with that being said, its better to walk around dead, shit

Men go get head, chill out, have fun, go cum and get gone

So why can’t that be me….see I guess the reason I thought of this

Is because I’m still a woman who thinks of kids

And future, and family and life with another but

I also need someone to fulfill under those covers

And at some point looking for love became looking for a lover

And I don’t know if I’m ok with that,

but see I’d rather not be smothered, and

The current condition of my heart has become conditioned to outside conditions

And if that condition moves me towards the motions but not emotions,

Then I gotta move

And if the moves that make me moist don’t send messages

to my heart then I’d rather still have the tingle

And stay single

To Whom IT May Concern

I wish I could go about this another way, but I HAVE to say

Your dick

Aint shit, you

Hyped up your down low and I was below let down with your pipe dreams

You walk with a limp and have that cheek dimple, and

When you smile, my heart skips a beat but

When I spread my feet and beg for meat, V is left

Hungrier than a hostage in heat, see

If you just

Went about it the right way and eat

And then ease it in

Piece by piece without

Opening mouth with false words to speak

It would be a little different, but you

Prophesy of promise lands and when we

Got to the palace, it’s a cardboard cutout

When had you not got my hopes up, it maybe

Coulda gone down but alas

Jackass

You wanted a piece but

Peace and 2 fingers do you get before

I waste good pussy.

Freedom

That feeling, like when you can fly, Seems to only reach some by suicide

When the Dow goes down, then the funds,

Go down,

then the fun goes down

And people begin to drown

Its that

Real life, in the USA,

While young men fight wars,

Free guns means Freedumb, means,

black male in jail,

Freedom for some means that

maker they meet because food

aint free

and jobs

aint free,

and money still don’t grow on trees, its that

Child who sees the life he wants to lead, but

the life he has to lead is a whole other thing,

Getting as much education as he can afford,

because at some point he was afforded freedoms,

but education

aint free,

and teachers work for free,

and free lunch was never a healthy thing, and

That freedom guaranteed after Juneteenth,

guaranteed that half of us would only see what is seen

And not see what is there,

and only see on TV,

and never see overseas,

and never see what can be,

they only see what they see,

and what they see is what happens,

when freedom and freedom

don’t mean the same thing.

 

Color freewrite

The color of vast oceans

That hide the tears and tails

Of whimsical creatures that

Want to be part of a world

That they really rule,

Being that the earth is made of

Of teal mermaids tears

And the tales of men that

Search in vain for veins of

Mystical beings, because

Mermaids blood is the fountain of youth

That floods mortals with immortality.

It’s the color of YOLO,

Fancy birds match their tails to their talons

And parade around in a show of

Feathers and those who flock

Fall prey to the beauty of the unknown

Teal is the color of indecision

Not so green, not so blue

But sad in the fact that its identity is shared

With 2 beings that only wish they were

As great as what they bred

It’s the color on the palate that

If you add white its light

And black, its blue, and

Bruises on white heal teal

Its happiness at the end of a summer day

Before the sun sets and the sky turns

Orange and before the dawning of dusk

On the right day, at the right moment

There is peace.